Who I am.

You have to be able to dress up sometimes and be who you want to be... "Be yourself because everyone else is already taken"


In the past year... I've really kinda discovered who I am. I've seen many diverse sides of me come out and I think I am finally comfortable with who I am. I have learned one thing...well more so embraced what I already knew... but I am a goof ball and I'm sure you all know that by now lol. I am one of 5 sisters who I'e always been compared to....most in which all have the same middle name and have gone through the same sort of things. I was a surprise child and I know I didn't fit in straight from the beginning. I am an individual and I love that. I love having different styles than my sisters when it comes to my clothes and hair. I was the rare child with red hair and I love to wear Thick RayBan sunglasses with neon colored band shirts. A t-shirt and jeans is my usual attire with my black converse. I have just learned that music is literally what makes my blood pump throughout my body which usually cause me to dance and sing even if I'm not that awesome at either haha. Music moves me and it is my stress reliever. My friends and family drive me from day to day and I love being different from all of them. My friends at work have told me that I'm unlike anyone they've ever met and that's what makes them look forward to working with me and an incident occurred with on of them this past week. She happens to be a close friend of mine and I love being the way I am because that's what makes her and I such good friends to wear I could cheer her up just by doing something others would find "corny" or "cheesy". Like I've told Tricia many times, I'm not one to please the crowd...I wear skinny ties and skate hats when I feel like it even when I'm getting stared at in walmart by the old man who doesn't know what the heck is on my head...lol. Missy's been embarrassed to go into my own store with me because I was wearing a neon green bandanna head band on St Patty's day and I didn't care. I love who I am and I'm glad to say I think I finally understand myself and who I am becoming.

I am starting to see just what kind of a musician I really am. I have my own sound.

Yes...I am a dork....I drove around Lebanon like Batman with friends getting ridiculous reactions out of children, women, and even 90 year old man ( that guy was priceless haha).If you can't make a face like this and take a picture willingly....then you're too uptight. Loosen up!

Don't get me wrong...I am still serious...I just express myself in a way where I can be more "open" now and not care what people think or say.

And like I always say..."I'm chill"

So for those of you reading this say...."grow up"...or "be mature"...all I have to say is loosen up and enjoy life. I live life to its fullest each day and I embrace my inner kid. I think you should do the same.

Been a long time running...

So....yeah A lot has happened since I last updated lol. Sorry. I've been busy with friends, work, and the little school that I do have. But, here are a few pictures to explain my past few weeks.

Whelp, first off, Krista's 17t birthday party was last month and it was so much fun. We spend HOURS in her basement fixing it up to look like the real Hollywood deal. Good times.
These are her parents....aka...my 2ND mom and dad. I love them so much. Oh and if you're wondering....yes her dad is stabbing her mom with a fake retractable knife ha ha. These are some friends that I've made over the past year. Sareha and Chloe. I love them to tears as well.

This is Sofia waking up from her nap today....ha ha she looks so excited.

Lunch time!!!

And this is Kam the other day when I picked him up from school to spend a whole day with no one but his Aunt Laura. We ate lunch, took a nap, went to DQ for some Ice cream, and then went on a nature trail with a bridge and waterfall. It was very nice outside so we decided to play sports out in the front yard as well.

But yup....that's been about it lol.